I’ve been doing some house hunting lately (house traps are not easy to come by), and it’s going much better than I expected. I’ve found a place that I like, and I don’t even have to move too far. Things will take some time to have everything approved of course, and, at this stage, I’m just waiting for the offer to be approved. I am looking forward to having a place of my own though, and this place seems to be pretty awesome. This will be my first house buy as well, so I am excited for that, also.
My business is going good, too. I am picking up some extra DJ gigs in addition to the regular weekly shows (which there are currently four of). Hopefully those will be able to stay going as well. I had some fun working the most recent one in a Macy’s with freeze models. It was amusing to watch the people walk by and stop to take pictures.
It’s been pretty busy at the regular job, too. Of course, I’m hoping that more business there will trickle down to help cushion our pockets as well. I suppose we’ll see how that works out though.
Not much else to report on currently. I just figured the few big things here were enough to warrant mention, and I’ll keep on moving on.
Today is a great day. It is always awesome to be able to get together with someone who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself. I must say I am so thankful to have the people I’m my life that I care about and that care about me, especially with my life ever changing as it is. I truly wouldn’t have it any other way. So, stay happy because life is too short and too precious to do anything less than the best for you and for those close to you.
After my most recent post, I determined that I was not updating this blog near often enough. I suppose, if I am to keep up with it, I really want to focus more to do so. Sometimes, it just hard to figure out where to start when you are already in the middle. I guess, since I don’t have a lot going on today, I could focus more on some general things.
My life has been full of ups and downs lately. It seems that I keep coming up with trade offs in my life as though some sort of strange karma were affecting me. Unfortunately, while I am still working on bettering myself, I feel as though I leave a great many things behind, and this does make me feel as though I am losing a part of myself. I am not sure how else to become the person I want to be though. I have never been one to hide from telling people about myself either. However, it is still difficult to open my heart and emotions to change. I often think of myself as an open book. When asked questions, I answer honestly. Although, I must admit that there are emotions that do not always come out in my statements. To be more metaphorical, that book has a lot of filled space in between each line of every paragraph, and, even though I am always optimistic, there are feelings inside of me that very few people will ever know about without having a serious conversation.
This isn’t all meant to say that I am some strange hurting person. So, I will move on to a question that I will ask myself. Am I capable of being happy and loving? Of course. I have been in relationships where I have felt a great deal of love and caring. I am also very caring of my friends and have often gone out of my way to help people when I knew that they needed help. My reasoning for this is simply that I want them to be happy. I am also also always optimistic, and I believe that something good can come out of practically anything. I see the lighter side of life and enjoy smiles and laughter. Of course, my sense of humor can sometimes be a little dry and off, but it’s the idea of getting someone to laugh or even look at something in a way that they never may have otherwise that is really the point. I believe in having fun and doing things to be happy.
I know I’ve gone on a little bit of an emotional rant here. However, this is my blog, and I want it to truly show me. Also, I don’t normally make it a point of sharing this site for the most part, so chances are most of you (meaning the people in my life that will most likely never find this if they don’t think to look) will never read this anyway. If you are reading this though, and you feel like asking any questions or making any comments, feel free to in the box below (requires Facebook login) or just give me a call. That’s always a friendly thing.
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