Sometimes things don’t work out the way you expect them to, and sometimes they work out better. For whatever reason though, I still examine things that don’t turn out the way I expected in order to understand why and if I can make things better for the future. That being said, sometimes it’s just not your fault and things are better off not working out.
Upon a recent attempt to invest time from my life in someone else, I have discovered that, the more I tried to put in, the less I actually wanted to upon discovery of the truth of the matter. As much as I have to say, I will not go into much except to say that, in this case, I feel as though I am better off without.
Further thought goes to say that, as much of an open person as I am about my life and myself, I feel as though less than half a dozen people truly understand me, and, even of those half a dozen people, only two of three truly know me and all that I stand for. If you are one of those few, feel privileged. If you are not, don’t feel bad. I could truly open up to anyone.
Sometimes, I wonder how much I would let go of if I had a large bottle of alcohol and a complete stranger’s ear. Then I could say whatever I wanted, and it would not matter. Then again, sometime the world is my best friend and a somewhat familiar stranger that I’ve never known. I know this may seem somewhat cryptic, but I also believe that there are people that know exactly what I mean. If you do, then kudos to you, because that means you are great for allowing others to come before you.
Anyway, I am always open to talk about my life, and I am certainly looking forward to the future. I see great possibilities on the horizon, and the possibilities put a smile on my face and touch me in ways that make me feel like improvement is on its way. Through all the troubles and joys, life is good, and I will always be positive. I can’t help it. If you knew me, you would know this, and maybe you know this without knowing me. Either way, I will always be good, and I will always keep trying to make things better than they were the day before. Until next time…
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